脆弱。

今年病多了。

而，每个病都蛮严重。

想不到我的胃可以痛四天。

然后有点1516 的感觉想了三天道地要不要去看医生。

最后，as usual...

死都不去看医生的我在朋友的劝服这下去看了。

其实到了clinic 门口真的很想回头。

一者觉得其实不是很严重。

还可以啦~

最不可思议的是~~~

第一次跟朋友借钱去看医生。

朋友offer 借钱那一刻，跟不想去看了。

ohwell~

想想。。真的需要去看啦。。

不然我在家发病就真的死了都没有人知道啊~

*有strawberry 味道的药*

messy xmas~~

虽然觉得朋友少了，但很感谢肯陪我疯狂了两夜的朋友。

天种蒜对我不薄.

也感谢老天.

冷冰冰的晚上，我想忏悔。

啊爸叫我去他的bank按RM100给二姐做open hse 红包。

但，只个女儿很想呕出她私人钱给啊爸却呕不出。

真没办法。

血血血血血~~

拿到血report了。

看到那么多的红色highlight。

=口=

没想到24岁的我已经开始有点cholestrol 问题了。

医生讲现在的cholestrol 还OK。

良好的cholestrol 还可以挡阻不好的cholestrol。

ohwell~ 跟oily东西说byebye...

*心里：吃得就吃。老了死了才算！*

假期做什么？

想到明天假期到星期二都觉得down了。

因为想到对着dinding, dinding 对着我。。。

都闷了~

我甘愿做工。

还有在家里讲不到10 句话。

每次开始讲话，他们两个就嘈。

所以我很少在家里讲话。

我的电脑已经变成我家人了。

其实，我在家里可以找到很多东西可以打法时间。

但，有时候一个人做东西的过程。。。。。。。

会不会太早啊？？

现在突然很想写我明年要些什么了。

希望这个blog 可以提醒我。

1。Mouse (不是活的mouse har...)

2。Laptop skin。

3。省钱去hk。
4。染头发。

ok~ 我的脑已经想不到了。好眼睡了~

还有要加的改次才edit 啦。

天气冷冷好好睡哦~

还有一件事。

现在很坦白的告诉自己：

Maybank 剩下RM4.43

=口=

自私。

朋友一者问我发生什么事。

但，我真的讲不出口。

就是讲不出。

朋友一者劝我不要全部东西都放在心里。

我还是讲不出。
可能我已经习惯一个人了。
从小到大我没什么讲我的事。
讲废话比较多。
:P

而且，我觉得为什么要让别人down。

讲的太多那个人会觉得很犯吧。

因为我一者觉得我有ongoing 的问题。

说来说去等下别人会以为怎么这个女孩没有其他事要讲吗？

只这是我的想法啦。。。

我只是想让别人开心就好了。
(Don't spread negative energies to others)

:)

是不是要求太高呢？

最近好像做什么都很dry.

Movie schedule:

041210.

LelioPopo.

051210.

Rapunzel.

061210.

The Social Network.

071210.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollow (Part 1).
全部戏都是我没想到要看的。
本来很想看social network 的。
后来那种想看的感觉慢慢都消失了。
可能应该是我的wallet 太dry 了吧。
XD
But~~
这套戏真的not bad.

虽然看了很多套戏，但还是觉得这样的生活很dry.

Wallet 也很dry.

唯一让我不dry 的事: 做工~

*变态*
所以先在我有点觉得放假好像不知道要做什么。
除了feng 钱之外。
人啊~
越大变的越kuhon 啊~

Btw，今天特别的开心因为我情爱的ahvian 会来了。

:D

神还对我不薄吧。。

还在the curve 拍了几张xmas deco 的照片。

还没xmas的心情.

今年的xmas有点不同了.

没有去看xmas deco.

没有去拍xmas 照片.

没有xmas 礼物.

Xmas 应该在家里发呆.

yo..放长双眼去看吧!

穷啊~

真穷啊~

突然想到我的milo skin.

到现在还没有买啊....

天啊~

连一个milo skin都没有钱买...

有没有穷到将哦??

真不可思议.

=.=

人生的第一次.

第一次抽血bodycheck.

抽血那个人还讲:
"好像有点黑青哦"
我的心里:
"不是好想啊~"
"是真的黑青啊~"
现在想着我的pee 够没有.
=.=

第一次吃wendy's.

好吃~
他的chicken burger 好吃~
还吃了chicken salad.
Cheese 多到很ueekk....
hmm~ 下次要aim 隔壁那间the BEEs...

低落.寂寞.

这几天虽然有跟朋友一起出去玩, 但是还觉得寂寞.
还想了要不要在这里post 我的心情.
最后决定post 下去.
因为我觉得好像没有人让我讲出我心里的话.
只好在这里讲吧.
反正都没有人看的啦.
昨晚虽然玩的很晚.
但, 回到家就睡不着.
玩的时候还觉得不能进入开心的心情.
而且有点低落.
我到底这么了?
听到每个人都有姐姐妹妹一起吃喝玩乐, 度过每份每秒.
为什么我有三个姐姐都好像没有的感觉.
没有人跟我分担我家里的压力.
好寂寞...
我的life 感觉不到warm.

人越大越胆小.
现在听到爸妈嘈的时候, 有点害怕.
嘈一点点我也觉得怕.
怕会不会越嘈越利害.

来讲些令我觉得有点开心的事吧.
有时我觉得care人的感觉真好~
但, 我听到有一句话很适合我.
"别一直想别人, 想想自己"
有人曾经跟我讲如果我继续讲的话, 我会很累.
ohwell~ 这是我的性格啊~~ ( - -)/
我有想过如果我已经不在这个世界或者有病了, 会不会有人miss我/care我呢...
哇~ 这个post是我写的最多华语的post neh....

oops~ 昨天是33的生日.

祝33生日快乐~~

不知道我已经讲了几多次了.
但, 031210晚我们去了一个叫caff 的restaurant.
食物觉得soso.
环境也是soso 吧了.
但, 他的mushroom soup 好喝.
Salad 也不错.
还有找到很多蛮不错的restaurant.
改天可以去试试.
:)

*这是我50% diy的礼物. 很久没有diy了. 希望她喜欢哦~*

041210
也唱k去了~
什么歌都点.
什么歌都唱.
什么东西都拍.
什么东西都录.

P.S: 这个post 终让我觉得这个blog 不是我的.

第一天的training. [mr.lee.mui.yoke]

冷。

冷。
冷。
还是冷。
口水满地的trainer。
吃。
吃。
吃。
还是吃。

alo~ 我的lee。mui。yoke。很MR吗？？

这里,那里,这事,那事,想要,不要...

去了Langkawi.
买了很多choc.
拍了很多照片.
哦~
阳光下的沙滩~~
♥♥♥

Madam confirmed 了我.
却没有confirm 的感觉.

想找part time.
找到有份part time 很不错的.
也是我的赚钱的机会.
一个月大概赚到RM300 extra.
反正我开始觉得我的wkend 很dry.

但....
一想到从Mon - Sun 都不在家, 心中有点heavy.
不知道丢下两个老的在家会怎样.
没人带他们出去买东西, 去这里和那里.
这么一点小事我都要顾虑那么多.
啊~
是不是顾虑太多...
道地做还是不做.
难得他的时间是12pm 开工.
看起来我都不会去的拉....
真失败...

PTPTN （3% - 1%）

这个是我收到的email from PTPTN:

"Permohonan tuan/puan untuk pertukaran kos pentadbiran pembiayaan pendidikan PTPTN daripada 3% setahun kepada 1% setahun ditangguhkan sementara waktu kerana jadual bayaran balik pinjaman tuan/puan belum bermula. Pertukaran kepada pembiayaan ujrah ini akan ditawarkan semula sebaik sahaja jadual bayaran balik bermula."

就是讲其实我不用将早还咯。As long as 他还没给我那个jadual bayaran balik我就不用还?

最好简直是forever不用还！

Digital Drawing~~

8 months course.
RM3000.
Weekend classes.
At last, I found it!
Although the place is quite far....near 1u..
Anyhow, i'm interested~
So, nit to set a target on when to start the course since they say can start at anytime.
SAVE $$$~ SAVE $$$~ SAVE $$$~

想念着mimimomo~~

很久没有看下我的 mimimomo 了~
你还好吗？

我的生日还有我的block leave已经过了1week 了。
让我update下我的holiday session 。
Block leave:
2Oct2010 = 疯狂shopping的一天~~ biantai 。。。
3Oct2010 = family 的一天
4Oct2010 = 很冲动的跑去吃水饺ramen....*slurp*
5Oct2010 = StepUp3 3D [好英仔哦~]+ shopping
6Oct2010 = Devil *好久没有看恐怖戏了。发觉到我的心血越来越少了*
7Oct2010 = LittleTree 吃晚餐庆祝我的bday eve
8Oct2010 (也是本小姐的大好日子）= 在1u 根 ex-colleague 唱k
9Oct2010 = 去了MidValley 的 Spaghetti 吃晚餐 + Paparich 喝茶
10Oct2010 (a.k.a 101010) = 在 JuscoCherasSelatan 唱k + Sammy's Adventure

Malaysia day!!!

Holi~~~~day~~~~~~
Ytd sing k & shopping....siok!!
Bt din buy dao any clothes la....
Anyway, buy liao 2 books.
Looks interesting.
Plus, long time no read books jor.
Hope i din buy another "bible" =.=

me & wu

me & wei

me & 3

Btw, 2day is raya!!
Most happi is not bcoz of raya.
Is bcoz of holiday!!!!
So long haven go for holiday...
Plus, today sleep jor whole day coz 2day's weather is so nice.
So long haven sleep til so nice....
mmmmmm~~~~
享受 ：）

Now is adi 11 Sept n now i wan to update merdeka day geh event =.=
Been so long haven update my blog oh....
Merdeka day me, wei, san n li go to a very special place:
PETROSAINS!!!
Paying onli rm12 n v adi play like 3 hrs plus.
All macam org kampung snap here n deh.
Happy ^^
Late for half n hour for the aftershock movie.
Missed the shocking part.
Den dinner went for udon...yum~~~
My facebook got 100+ of petrosains picsss.....wow~
Not counting li's cam geh pic.

My 好 man geh laptop name is milo~
yeah~ XD

冲动的我买了一个好 man geh laptop . . .
Unbelievable~

Btw, 2day me n ah fatt teman lauthiamguan go make passport at 8am.
Ytd sleep at 4 something.
Luckily this morning guan got call me if not i wil cont sleep.
*din even hear the alarm oso*
At the end, number finish jor . . .
So conclusion can't make passport . . .
Go kepong eat breakfast.
Reach deh stil cannot decide eat wat.
These malatlous ah . . . very hard to decide things. *tired*
On the way back, devil guan say got passby lowyat.
Say wan to go buy laptop or not.
Den devil fatt persuade me.
Dilemma in the car.
At the end, i say go c har jek.
End up, buy jor!!!!
Geng!!!!

At 1st tot go mcd dinner jek (wit 3, *again*) . . . .
Bt . . .
Very unbelievable c 到 puiyee n chat til 2am.
Waliao . . . geng！
Btw, at 1st puiyee din c us coz very bz eat chicken n eat til very fast xia.
Macam scared the chicken wil runaway.

Farewell dinner at Saisaki for my indirect head. . .

Very full . . .
Fat die . . .
Eat not much bt very fast full. Ueekkk~
At 1st quite boring xia coz waiting others to come so tat v can start to eat.
Den at the end alot of funny things happen. LOL~

Pics to share:
*the view outside saisaki*

*My dept geh ppls*
*All ah peks n aunties*
*Madam's mouth so bz*

*taken by my giling head*
*my fren din even notice*

*this is a must share*
*cutie dimsum*

*halo~~*

Anyway, i cant sleep coz feel my stomach like liquid paper jor.

Sorry to all my lovely dearies, jimuisss n frens . . .
Looking those few yrs back pic . . .
I oways noe tat i ffk almost all the time due to sum dramatic changes in my family for the past few yrs.
Nw . . .
As life is getting more stable, mui is back!
Yeah~ XD

**fingers crossed**

我 everyday 可以做半天工 mou？
应该可以 geh 。。。
如果我愿意减 half 粮 。 。 。 $.$

No more cold things . . .
Bt ice cream ok ba . . . XD

Until nw, i stil hv 12 days leave.
Planning my leave nw.
Anticipating sum travelling.
Hope there is . . . .

S.T.R.E.S.S.
bcoz
nth to do
=.=

**alot of ppl sure wil kill me**

Secret recipe: Wei, shih, sze n san . . .
*Cetak rompak spot*

**Maggie day**

19 August 2010
{long long blog}
*tak sempat update blog ah coz too tired*

Car rosak itenary:

1. Radio start no sound.
~~
2. Direction signal tiktaktiktak very fast.
~~
3. Direction signal mou mai . . .
~~
4. Hung bou part is the oil jarum getting lower, duno y.
--------------------------------------------------------------
Reach limsiewsan's office > Tak sengaja i off enjin > Den shit!
Nw only think 到 later mayb cannot start enjin n REALI cannot start.
Den block Mr. X car cannot go out.
Luckily Mr.X noe 33.
N more lucky is tat Mr.X noe a mechanic fren.
Tat mechanic reach liao den charge my bat.
So happy xia coz can go home jor.
--------------------------------------------------------------
Bt . . . . . . . . . .
Ngam ngam after the rm1 toll, my car stop in the MIDDLE of the highway!!!
So hung bou coz all the car drive so fast over my car.
Den v scared 到 beh tahan jor 就 say go out of the car n walk to the toll side.
Start calling ppl . . .
At this time, think 到 guan gor n call him.
I feel hor he very 无辜 coz let me marah.
*i very gan jiong jor, paiseh*.
Collect money geh toll ppl saw us n call for those toll ppl to help.
Those toll ppl come n help me charge my car bat.
Charge til half way, guan gor come jor n bring mai vicsen n his gf.
*memang paiseh*
Charge dim jor den toll ppl go jor . . .
Bt den when i wan to go, enjin die again. T.T
So nw, 3rd time charge bat wit guan's car.
At the end, enjin oso stil die.
No choice hv to call mechanic ask for towing.
Call 到 this "aneh" tow my car.
*he can speak cantonis*
Den guan gor oso fetch vicsen n his gf go back left me n 33 wait for tat tow "aneh".
V 2 ppl so romantic look at the stars n sing 流星花园. =.="
Guan gor back n tow "aneh" reach.
Tow my car back my hse n 。。。。。。。

9.40pm: Reach home. FINALLY 。。。。。

My head really belanja me makan roti bakar neh . . .
Madam not in 2day during morning.
So, he sud ask me again:
"Din bring bread eat ah?"
"Come! V go eat bread downstair."
Happy-nya~~ :D

**Snake~ snake~ snake~**

So tired ah . . . . . . .
Just reach home after meet ah ching 姐, kamkam, patpat n jiao.
Argh~
The guard dun let me go in my ex-office coz say I make lost their visitor pass last yr . . . =.=
Stil ask me ingat ada pulang or not.
Very fai ge lo . . .
Ask jor oso dun believe wat i said . . .
So, tired 到 fall asleep when waiting for patpat n jiao at my ex-office lobby.
12.30pm just finish bath n nw scared 抽筋 again coz 2nite raining very cold~

Gik sei ngo la!!!!
Airasia got promo again!!!
I saw aus got promo . . .
Bt i cannot contact viviantan ah . . .
Sim card is not active until 2molo . . .
2molo the price sure exp neh . . .
Argh~~~~~

Very happi working 2day oh~~~
No monday blue~~~
Coz goin to reach payday~~~ XD
Bt then get to noe NO INCREMENT after confirmation got litle bit blue blue dei jor . . .T^T

天啊！！Abit hard to tahan til nx yr if my salary stil the same . . .

Leg 抽筋 again yesterday nite . . . argh~
Fren ask me c doc coz she got 1 fren oways 抽筋 den doc say is mayb muscle or "san ging sin" prb.
N this is an illness.
It mayb will not recover de . . .
Walao~ scary-nya~~

C dao those food at the buka puasa gerai feel like wan vomit.
Ng hai goreng jau bakar n spicy red red de . . .
Very oily er . . .
N c dao 2 gerai got astro satelite de . . . so IN~~
Bt no tv around ge wor . . .
Dummy set??

Today drama jor whole day . . .
I think will add 2 more mata soon ge la . . .
*touching wood*

12.30pm wake up
~~
On pc, face jor pc 5 hrs plus
~~
Cont facing pc nw

P/S: Everyday oso face from 9am - 12.30pm > 2pm - 6pm = 7.5 hrs
Reach home face pc til midnite

10hrs+ !!!!

Airbender = AirbLender
Duno wat to say bout tis movie la . . .
Aiks . . .

Btw, yesterday I feel macam I cannot live without limsiewsan . . . . *geli*
I got her mata teman me whole day . . . .
N she buta jor whole day . . . . :P [anyway, is her pasal]
I hv to bring her mata on hand where ever I go.

1. Lap her mata coz i beh tahan, so oily . . .
Almost use oil paper lap ge la . . .Bt i won't bazir my oil paper lo . . .

2. Put her mata beside me n every1 feel weird y i bring bt din wear.
Macam ng seh dak wear gam . . .

3. Very romantic rain chung slow bou wit her mata . . . =.=

4. At the end, her mata molest me coz rain time i got no hand take her mata n i nit to open car.
So . . . I have to gantung her mata in my shirt. *geli + geli*

Limsiewsan's mata very lonely~

The end of mata's story~~

Yesterday nite leg 抽敬 till now got a bit pain . . . .yarh~

Den . . . .
Today bok meng airasia again . . . .
I feel hor airasia dun 1 untung my money lo . . . .
Everytime book oso so exp . . . .
At the end still no travel for nx yr . . . .
Nw . . . .
Bangkok flyaway~~~~
Anyway, boss not in so very :D
Starting to get used n happy wit my relax job . . . .
Morning can let me dream har n afternoon only wake up start bz~ Woooo~~~

Sleep til bao jor~
No nit eat lunch n puasa.
At the end a bit regret...
Buka puasa eat til so geng feel like wan to vomit.

Okay...
Yesterday too tired jor so no update blog...
Yesterday main point is airasia ticket flyaway~~~
NVM!!!
Oct promo will be better!!!
I will find Tony 先生 n burn airasia if Oct no promo...Yarh~~

&
Again...
Early morning update:
Sud biu sweat like mandi when wake up
~~
Want to bath but hse no water
~~
Cirit birit
~~
The end

Sambil makan sambil gan jiong airasia....=.=
I think my nasi goreng kampung no digest ah....
Lunch time no sleep, now head very heavy....
Brain cannot function jor....

Early morning update:
Late to work again....
KPI die 99....

*KPI flying away*

2day is very extreme "git" bubur day~
&
terkejut day....

Omg~ Eat again!!!

This time is kajang lat tong wit fongfong & Suzie~
XD


*Must diet!!*

Great lunch at Chilies wit Jenny~~
Very geng full~~
Fat again.....

Today hak zai dou.......
~~
Go take reserve ticket.
~~
Ticket sudah give ppl rampas *Wan to kill tat ppl*
~~
Den staff cincai take us to a seat.
~~
Den got ppl halau us.
~~
Go out of the cinema, 等等等等等。。。。
~~
Another staff bring us in n lost jor few minit geh movie.
~~
Conclusion: SALT not bad . . .

Shit!
Makan lagi~~~
Fat sei~~~~

Argh~~~
Dun eat so muchie ah~~~~
Control~~~~~

Baicilization jor very stupid geh thing.
Change relationship status to "in a relationship".
Wuliao dou~~~
End up macam create a lot of misunderstanding :P

After see the very expensive geh doctor, luckily the medicine is good.
If not...........
Yesterday forgot to blog my cameron. :P
Today celebrate 33 geh confirmation.....bleh~~~~~~~~

Argh!!! Today my right eye bengkak jor~~
Got orientation some more....T.T

2molo i will conquer office....hope nothing happen.....namonamo~~~

Omg~ Boring for 2 hours at work waiting to go home.....Sien dou~~~

I feel like want to travel~~~
Go near near geh also good....
Just want to walk walk and get away from boring KL~~

"Fishing~"

First time book air tickets in AirAsia.
Some more need to book 3 tickets within 20 minutes.
So gan jiong oh~
33 darling....U must really tq me kuat kuat.
*tq my stomachache also*
Besides tq me kuat kuat, u also MUST remember to pay me.
Ticket + Interest = $.$

1.10am: Just now too gan jiong, now very jing san.

Iyo~ Monday is coming....So blue~~~~~~~~~~~~

Very hard to ahoy leh........
Need to wait very long to have energy and up level.....=.=

5.30pm, Now only eat lunch.

Waliao~ 9am dim sum at Kuchai > Mid Valley (Toy + nutrition fair)
*nutrition fair = free eat & drink fair* > 2.30pm reach home (full die~~)

By MoMo & 33 ^^